Sam's tribute
Created by Joel 8 years ago
I've written "Take a deep breath"
But maybe we should all take a deep breath. There's so many things i want to say about Hay, but I wouldn't know where to start and the stories would probably never end. She taught me everything, but we're sisters and sisters have secrets.
Standing here today just seems surreal. It's amazing to see all the lovely faces that have made up and been apart of Hayleys life. Joel being the main face! Thank you for falling in love with Hay and letting Hay love you back. I'd like us all to praise mum and dad. You truly created and raised best!
Nobody could of predicted this. This horrible disease has taken us all by shock and chose the wrong person. From the day Hayley got diagnosed, she had a no tears policy. But I think that's gone abit tits up today!
Hay didn't want to leave us, so let's not say goodbye. We promised each other we wouldn't leave each other, we couldn't even if we tried, but oh my is she testing me. Our laugh and giggle will always keep us together.
Recently in the hospice. we watched One of hays favourite films The preachers wife. Starring Whitney Houston and her all time crush (sorry Joel) Denzel Washington, it's about an angel that comes down to help a man put his life in order at Christmas time. I hope for this to happen one day. Just one more visit would be all I hope for. To hold her lovely squidgy hands again, would be so nice.
The only way I can find peace in this is that Hay loves to nap, she'll be having the best Makepeace nap of her life right now. Hayley took her last breath with Joel and I by herside, our parents present. The sun shining on her chest and a white pheasant awaited at the door.
Finally id like to say...
Today I ask you that we have to remember that life is amazing, and then it's awful, then it's amazing again. In between the amazing and the awful it's just ordinary mundane and routine.
We must Breath in the amazing, hold on through the awful, relax and exhale through the ordinary.
That's just life, heartbreaking, soul healing, awful, amazing life and Let's remember Hayley has made ours breathtakingly beautiful.
Hay...I love you so much.
Goodnight sweetheart. it's time to go...I hate to say but I really can't stay good night sweetheart goodnight!
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